Gopon byatha gopon gaan e
This line keeps coming back to my mind on its own. Maybe some ages ago i had some bond with this song.
Koto he gopon gaan...eto gaan shuniyechi tomay, mone pore....
Ekhon kaan e purple haze cholche ebong ami onnoi ek jogote. Kirom ekta anubhuti, jeno shob thik hoye geche...koi pandemic, koi amar retest, kothay depression and the pain that comes with the the frequent thoughts of hurting myself. Barite bole negativity komao. Ami boli anay banchte dao. Ki dosh korechi shokol e ja kore tai korechi....
Mone pore gelo tar callertune chilo hendrix er voodoo child. Sheo chole gelo. Nijer jonno ki kore bancho ektu bole din toh. Koto smriti r bhaar e chapa pore gelo aproyojoniyotar tolay.
Hoyto kauke atke rakhar moto kichui nei amar. Kharap na kintu. Eo ek obhigyata. Nijer approyojoniyota. Ei shesh hobe gaan ta. Ekta ottonto taan dichhe bhetore....jeno gaan ta shesh hotei amio Shesh. Kothay jabo....kothay pabo....khujchi tai ba ki..............buk er majhtay thanda gorom ekta ki jeno....
Sheshholo gaan. Kokil ta dakhche baire...ami bhabchi. Bhebei cholchi...mathar moddhe gijgij korche koto koto kothin chinta. Hariye jabo? Hariye phelbo nijeke er moddhe? Bhabte bhabtei amra proyato hobo.
I dont at all encourage his quote //bhabo bhabo bhaba practice koro//
Manush er jibon shuru hoye bhebe shesh hoye bhabte bhabte
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Apni ke amay bolar jonno. Ami toh protiniyoto bhebei cholechi....bhabnar tolay chepe jaowa manush amra, bhabnar bhire lukiye thaka manush.
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Ei re Hariye gelam
5.4.20.
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